Dear friends,
In peace and solitude that’s been in short supply the last couple of weeks in my office, late on a cold, snowy Wednesday afternoon, it’s really hitting me that I won’t leave on Friday and come back Monday morning like I have for so long. While it’s no surprise to feel it, until now I had managed to keep gut-level sadness at bay.
For the last few weeks I’ve busied myself with mourning the easy “little things” – our beautiful grounds and woods, the warmth of the natural wood and sunlight in the Parish Hall, the bustle and voices and laughter of groups meeting, the sometimes contentious computer and copier, all the little routines . . . but today I feel the weight of missing you all. Those of you I only speak to on the phone, those who stop to wave in my door as you bop in and out on an errand, and those who come in, sit down, and share coffee and a chat with me. You have become more than just people at the church I work for. You’ve become friends, partners-in-crime, advisors, and some of my beloved folks.
I am so privileged to have shared your joys and celebrations, as well as some sorrowful and worrying times. I’ve met children, grandkids, and beloved pets. I’ve cried at funerals with you and celebrated at baptisms. You welcomed me in and gave me more than a job. I have felt a sense of belonging here with you that is hard to come by. I thank each of you for your part in making me part of your Resurrection family during my time here.
I’m leaving the office (and you) in wonderful hands with Bonnie. After two weeks training with her, she’s ready to keep Resurrection rolling along, steady as always. All that’s left is to say that I love you all, I wish the best for all of you, and I’m sure I’ll come back now and then to visit!
Amanda